I’ll admit it: This optimist has been in a slump lately.
I think I’m just exhausted. I wake up about 5:30 every day and take out Copper. Then it’s always a rush to get myself and the kids ready to go. Then it’s daycare, work and back home to let out Copper during lunch. Back to work, pick up the kids, dinner (why do they have to eat every night?), bath time then bed.
My problem is that I’m always racing to get to the next part of the day… as I do with much of my life. I’m always rushing through the mundane to get to the things I really want to do. Get married. Move. Celebrate Christmas — yes, I just mentioned Christmas in August. It’s hard to focus on the everyday and the little moments because I spend so much time dreaming about what the future holds for me.
That’s a common though process during our evening walks.
We try to get out every evening. Our walks wear out the kids, which means they will hopefully go down to bed without any fuss and Curtis and I can camp out on the couch watching tv and unwind for a bit without interruption.
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